It was a very slow day...
Yep, Saturdays with no money and no ambition are REAL slow.
It was nice out... but I just didn't feel like going out on my own. Of the people I'm staying with one of the three was around during the day... but he's harder to motivate than I am (trust me, that's pretty bad!).
So, today was spent, mostly, sleeping (which is probably not the worst thing I could have done). Then reading... a lot of reading. Most of it e-mail from one of the groups I've subscribed to. I hate it when people don't use paragraphs in long e-mails. It makes my brain hurt in a bad way. It's even worse when the topic of the letter is something that would normally make my head hurt in a good way. (Yeah, it's a UFO/alien thing... I'm still working that all out in my head.)
Shopping... we went shopping today. For food. I paid. It's the least I can do since I'm here, taking up space, eating some food with no cash to contribute in any way shape or form. So hitting the supermarket and getting some food for everyone helped me balance myself out a little. A very little.
I was here for three months last time. That ended just this past November. Even though no one here is saying anything, I feel horrible about imposing myself on their space again. I need to get out and into my own place. I need money to do that. I need to hear back again from the agency I'm signed up with... soon. I need to not screw up stuff that I actually do know backwards and forwards.
*Sigh* I think I need to sleep... not that I have any real reason to get up in the morning... it is Sunday, after all. :)
It was nice out... but I just didn't feel like going out on my own. Of the people I'm staying with one of the three was around during the day... but he's harder to motivate than I am (trust me, that's pretty bad!).
So, today was spent, mostly, sleeping (which is probably not the worst thing I could have done). Then reading... a lot of reading. Most of it e-mail from one of the groups I've subscribed to. I hate it when people don't use paragraphs in long e-mails. It makes my brain hurt in a bad way. It's even worse when the topic of the letter is something that would normally make my head hurt in a good way. (Yeah, it's a UFO/alien thing... I'm still working that all out in my head.)
Shopping... we went shopping today. For food. I paid. It's the least I can do since I'm here, taking up space, eating some food with no cash to contribute in any way shape or form. So hitting the supermarket and getting some food for everyone helped me balance myself out a little. A very little.
I was here for three months last time. That ended just this past November. Even though no one here is saying anything, I feel horrible about imposing myself on their space again. I need to get out and into my own place. I need money to do that. I need to hear back again from the agency I'm signed up with... soon. I need to not screw up stuff that I actually do know backwards and forwards.
*Sigh* I think I need to sleep... not that I have any real reason to get up in the morning... it is Sunday, after all. :)