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Sorry if i don't comment or go through my friends page on here. I just kinda come here and splurge my thoughts and then leave. So if I don't comment on your journals, I'm sorry. I've currently got five other tabs open lol.
I am hoping this year we get a hard winter. I live in the desert, so snow would be a good thing for us. We've had lot of rain this year, so i have my fingers crossed. I never see snow. Ever.
Life is going ok. I had to cut myself from a group of friends that are doing a dance routine at a local con; I just don't like people or dancing in front of them and won't enjoy myself. So even though I was enthusiastic about it when i agreed to it four months ago, i'm deciding not to do it. One of my best friends is the leader of the dance group, and she's super emotional, so telling her was a bit rough. She'll be ok, but it hurt her a little.
Another one of my "friends" hasn't talked to me in months after getting a girlfriend. Blamed it on his job working him too much, then blamed it on him looking for a job all the time after he got fired. He lives five minutes away from me. Five. minutes. And he can't reply to a message from me? He can't say hi every once in a while? I thought i was your best friend. I thought we were buds. he used to tell me everything. When he was depressed. When he needed an emotional outlet. But now he has his girlfriend so I guess i am not needed anymore? I don't know.
Most people are saying "Fuck him" and "If he can't make time for you then forget him" but i just can't. Every time i think about it I want to drive over to his house and pound on his door and demand to know what i did wrong.
Maybe it's just a time thing? And i need to work harder at making him not forget me? idk.
I am hoping this year we get a hard winter. I live in the desert, so snow would be a good thing for us. We've had lot of rain this year, so i have my fingers crossed. I never see snow. Ever.
Life is going ok. I had to cut myself from a group of friends that are doing a dance routine at a local con; I just don't like people or dancing in front of them and won't enjoy myself. So even though I was enthusiastic about it when i agreed to it four months ago, i'm deciding not to do it. One of my best friends is the leader of the dance group, and she's super emotional, so telling her was a bit rough. She'll be ok, but it hurt her a little.
Another one of my "friends" hasn't talked to me in months after getting a girlfriend. Blamed it on his job working him too much, then blamed it on him looking for a job all the time after he got fired. He lives five minutes away from me. Five. minutes. And he can't reply to a message from me? He can't say hi every once in a while? I thought i was your best friend. I thought we were buds. he used to tell me everything. When he was depressed. When he needed an emotional outlet. But now he has his girlfriend so I guess i am not needed anymore? I don't know.
Most people are saying "Fuck him" and "If he can't make time for you then forget him" but i just can't. Every time i think about it I want to drive over to his house and pound on his door and demand to know what i did wrong.
Maybe it's just a time thing? And i need to work harder at making him not forget me? idk.