fuck
as aof now i have nothing to look forward to in my life except volleyball,i really wanted to go to homceoming with someone special this year and i thought i was even bought the perfect dress and i was sought to impress him but thats not going to happen because he just went ahed and found another date sux bad. i feel like shit right now absolutley nothing can do to make me feel better im glad im leaving tomorrow i honestly just wish everything the best and i wish myself the best to i dont know what to do anymore this emotions are starting to control my life and i cant let them happen because i deserve someone who is gonna treat me right one day maybe not now but ill be patient for it maybe something good will come along right? well im out
alyssa
alyssa