Mar 22, 2005 23:09
I got my prom dress today! Yey!! it's a reall pretty orange dress. I like it. I also got the shoes, and a necklace. Everything was on sale!! I also got a charm bracelet for 5 bucks! Yea baby!! Well thats the good stuff. But on to the down part of life. I hate how everyone tries to control me. I have to ask if I can do something at a certain time and a certain place with certain people, and if it's not cool with them I can't do shit! I mean everyone tells me what I can do and can't do. Now Paul is doing it to. It's ok for him to go out with friends whenever he feels like it, but when I do if it's not with the people he likes he doesn't want me to and if I do go he calls a ton of times to check up on me. Ask Andria she even gets annoyed by it. I'm 18 years old and I have to ask my boyfriend who is a year younger than me what I can and can't do! I'm tired of it all. I mean I want to control my life, not everyone else. I wanna ask myself hey should I go clubbin tonight and answer myself, not have to go to Paul and ask Paul can I go to the club to go dance, and him say no cause theres guys there. I mean it's something so small that I'm complaining about, but everyone throws it in my face that I'm 18 years old and I should do stuff on my own. well when I try to I can't cause they won't allow me to!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brandy