just breathe....
Well I think I'm finally out of my "bitchy" mood... and it's because I don't have to be around so many people all the freakin time. I mean I love a lot of everyone...but there are people at school who I just... hate and then theres one that I dislike...and then theres ones who just annoy me!! Well anywayz I can breathe now that I don't have to see them for 2 weeks!! Like that stupid gay fag who sucked nick off, and likes to slam doors and wear the white icing from a cake as his make up! Well anywayz. I felt really bad for treating Paul so bad because of all the stress and emotions I had last week. I pushed him away when I was crying over Peter. I just couldn't help but cry when I saw Peter perform his duet because it made me think of the way he used to be. As soon as school ended I just busted out and I couldn't talk to Paul about it so fast. I'm sorry Paul, I just needed to talk to Andria about it first because she's been in the same boat. Well then that stupid gay fag who almost like broke the theatre classroom pissed me off!!! Then theres other who pissed me off...but they already know who they are! Andria, Chris, Paul, Laken and I went to Oasis to bowl, and stupid idiots didn't let us use bumpers, so me and Laken only bowled a 60.... but we still beat Paul!! Ha Ha!! Then Laken Andria and I went to Apple Bees and I have a new love... their nachos are to just die for. I think we literally inhaled them like in 5 minutes!! Today I went shopping for my christmas presents for my buddies!!! I'll give them out at Andria's little shin dig! I didn't get presents for everyone...just my good friends! I got Paul what he's been like dieing to have so he better enjoy it!! I'm going to Santa Fe Thursday to spend Christmas with my family up there. I'm not to thrilled about it since Cindy is really sick, but I think my mom and Lydia need me right now. Especially Lydia since she's scared of losing Cindy. I'm actually excited about it though in a way because I get to bake and cook for Christmas, and I know that sounds so girly but I wanna make cookies, and cakes, and make the turkey and potatoes, and stuffing, and all the good stuff!!! Just not those things with the cow tounge!!! YUCK!!! Well I guess I'm gonna go wrap presents... ha! yea right I'll do that tuesday!! I'm gonna go make hot chocolate!!!
always,
Brandy
always,
Brandy