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May 02, 2007 01:19

So I've got my grades back.... and they're monotonous as ever, yay! ^^;; For whatever reason my instinctive reaction to that is, "Ha ha ha ha ha, try to ignore me now, bitches!!" ^^;;;; Because I do put some effort (or at the very least some worry) into this, and I've done damn well, and I've gone about it by the most obscure path possible. First two years of college, straight As, dual enrollment, which meant none of the honor societies or whatnot had the faintest idea I existed. First semester here, thirteen hours, which was just enough so I didn't qualify for anything. But now I have twenty-eight credits at FSU, three-quarters done (I'll have all the scholastic requirements met next fall), and I've STILL maintained my GPA, and damn it, I want a little bit of glory. Not much; just a little. Sheer acknowledgement of my existence would suffice.

(If I really had any ambition I sure as hell wouldn't be majoring in Women's Studies-- though, in its defense, the office has moved from the second floor of the interior design building past the disused elevator shaft. Now it's in the new Psych building. All its teachers are still from other departments, and the office still consists of the dean and the secretary, but it is at least a better building.)

Of course, I still have to try and figure out grad school, and figure out what to do about the "subtle" hints about law school from some family members I could name *cough*Dad*cough* (though in his defense, it's entirely possible he's just forgotten the five or six times I've told him I'll "probably wind up doing the library science degree", because that's a thing he does disenhearteningly often). Fortunately, at the moment, I still don't really give a shit, which is nice. I can focus outward. I really need to learn to do that better. X_X So I feel like an asshole less often. I guess it does balance out; that's kinda comforting at least.

Well, that's enough for one entry, expecially if I remember to post more often like I told myself I would...

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