Mar 13, 2007 06:03
dna codes what we are. what we are really doesn't change. what we are is predetermined. who we are, well, that's another question completely. who we are is a combination of what we are and how we interact with environment and people around us. who we are our is a direct result of our experiences. who we are never stops changing. it can't. we know who we are partly by knowing who we are not.
i've come a long way.
today, in the midst of my 13 hour day on 2 hours of sleep, i was meandering down the hallway to my second three hour class in a row and i thought of something from middle school. ah, yes, middle school. and what precisely was the point of middle school? i digress.
i am pretty sure i was under the influence of the devil [or as kelly's (the shoes girl) mom would say "devel"] in middle school. when i was in 5th grade, our middle school was this disgusting nearly condemned building from the 1300s (that may be an exaggeration). building inspectors were coming through on a specific day to evaluate the building for support of a ballot initiative to build a new middle school. somehow i caught wind of this. my friends and i decided to make the school look even worse. how did we do this? simple. we pooled our money, purchased a bunch of generic pads from the bathroom, and colored them in with red markers. then, we placed them throughout the bathrooms and school.
i think you can see my point here. this experience was/is pivotal to the person i am now. and of course we'll never be privy to the veracity of this incident in my understanding and construction of identity. but yeah, and i hate to say it, if you think that's funny... you should see me now.
making my parents more proud than yours since 1980.