cause that's what happens in the summer
as you live your life, everything seems the same, but when you finally look back, everything has changed. i try very hard to appear classy in all that i do. to me, sluttiness is insecurity, and i am in no way insecure. i have traveled the world, and have been exposed to many things. i am not an ignorant person, but when i don't know something, am willing to admit it. i am very much intrigued by asian cultures, probably due to my spending countless hours in Asia. i feel that i have matured very quickly, and certain things my friends do, i would have done probably two years ago. as young as i am, i feel ready to move on with my life. i have an intense fear of failing. more and more, i am realizing that i'm becoming more materialistic as i grow older, and i'm trying to stop that. i embrace change. i hate the past, mostly because i can't go back. sometimes it is fun to reminisce, but for the most part i try to get away from what had been. i used to say i would never regret anything i'd do, but i think that was before i had actually screwed up. i want to be fluent in many languages. i want to be successful. i want challenges. i want to have an influence. ultimately, i want to be happy. i want it all.