BAH
I thought I could handle being friends or being more than friends or whatever...and I have so far. But I don't know how long that is going to last. Today I am sad. Today is a sad day and its because tomorrow is supposed to be 21 months. And it makes me sad that after all that time, here we are in limbo. He's being a jerk...yes I realize that...but I can't turn away and I believe that I love yous and the we will be together one days etc. etc. etc.
God i love hanging out with him. and i don't want it to stop. and i don't want him and me to stop.
why can't life just be the way that i want it to?
on a second note, aspects of my house fill me with rage on a continuous basis.
love,
amer
God i love hanging out with him. and i don't want it to stop. and i don't want him and me to stop.
why can't life just be the way that i want it to?
on a second note, aspects of my house fill me with rage on a continuous basis.
love,
amer