Apr 08, 2004 16:12
It seems like the only time I post is when I'm pissed. Well here goes. So I get my essay back from Carr, and it's a fucking 4. YEah I know a 4 is "good". But I tried SO FUCKING HARD to get a Bailey, I memorized outside info, and I read Bailey and I wrote notes, and I get a fucking 4. WHY??? Because It did not have a clearly defined Beginning Paragraph! And because it didn't answer the question fully. BULL FUCKING SHIT. I tried so hard. And I failed. Again. No need to tell me I am pitying myself because I am/ But moreover I'm pissed off at myself. I should have been more careful. But should-have would-have and could-haves never fixed a fucking problem. And now the AP tests are right around the corner. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
FUCK!!!!!!
So Carr walks in before Midge and I call her over and ask her what she has against me. And I sat there listing to her try to tell me that she loved my essay but it didnt clearly answer the second part of the question. Arg. 10 minutes. arggg...
SO after class I walked up to Midge and apologised for talking to Carr during class, and she said "No sweetie, that's alright, I knew you needed to talk to her." if that wasn't enough Peter walked in during that conversation and said "God Erin you are such a nice person." I laughed. They cheered me up. Peter is such a nice boy. And Midge is my hero.
*sigh*
~Amerante