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[amerant]

alright
for once i'm scared for myslef... i'm sorry but i'm currently drunk... so mind any miss spellings or anything else that seems wrong...

for once i'm scared... it'll take me two weeks to get to nova scotia.. and if i don't get this job here tuesday i have no idea what to do at all anymoire.... it's fucking bothering me.. it's all i could think of for the longest time... is the fact if i don't get this i'll be home;ess ans away from anyone i'll let help me....

hgaaha this really sucks.. tognight i'm spending at a friends place... she got me drunk for shitgs n giggles......

but agter everyone is passed out all i can think about is this short future... that sucks ass if i can't get this job... there aint much i am able to do.. but what i can do i can fuckin do... and this would be a dream job for me... if i fail here... i'm lost...

haha i might as well hang muyself if it doesn't work out... eithger that or someone will help me ther with it... life sucks el oh el...

i dunno what to do... honestly haha life sucks ballz whern you're me... it truly does... i don't belong here anywayz i thinks