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Ok so the below post was from not today...but this is:
The last two days I've been bawling my eyes out. Not sure if its hormone related or the grieving process. Cried on D for an hr or so. I didn't want this. No one wants this. He of course has no emotional response other than his meager attempts to comfort me. He has no clue what to do with me. He's sorry, he cares for me. He'll never understand though. Love is a choice. We are miserable together. It's like he didn't like me and shut down. I shut down because of that.
I can't just turn off that I love him. Even with all the crap. Leaving my family, my children. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I am so sad.
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