Oct 19, 2005 20:23
what works for me in the oddest of ways.
Im a very black & white person, I would prefer to say yin or yang.
I alternate between lesser extremes to suit my personal comfort levels.
I'm not an all or nothing person at all. But I'm too flexiblein excusing myself for lack of commitment for commitments sake.
If I were born 40 odd years ago, I might have been a Huck Finn or a Tom Sawyer.
My problem is I allow myself to have too many excuses to stay indoors or to just be too arsed to not get off my arse.
I need a job outdoors and I want one now, I'm over sitting inside during the summmertime.
All because I'm feeling lazy, because it's easy to be lazy and I'm getting bored of a limited easiness.
I am selfish because my journal is all about me;)
So wht do permanent markers have to do with it all.
I want a new tattoo but I'm holding myself back. I said that's not going to happen until stop living like a sloth.
Really I'm not a sloth, they have sharp claws. I'm just full of ideas I haven't bothered to act on.
I feel a storm a brewing in my head tonight.