Math Class
Have any of you ever been so bored in one of your classes that you wrote a livejournal entry on a piece of paper and then posted it later when you got home? haha, well then, maybe I'm just weird. Anywho, I wrote this in math class on friday (hence why I backdated it). Have fun.
Okay, so I'm here in math and I have nothing better to do than write a livejournal entry.
Exciting things about today; for one, it's friday! woo hoo! Russell was beck in school today and I gave him his pin with a card that I made for him. Today also happens to be the big one week for Russ and I. wow, basically me = really lame.
Yeah, so today is really really hot. Luckily my back is open today and I'm wearing yellow, and jean shorts. So I'm feeling better today rather than yesterday.
Now, I don't know if it's the heat or just me trying to be/wanting to be affectionate, but all during lunch today I just wanted to sit close to Russell, hold his hand, or something. You know, just be affectionate. But I didn't. I don't even know if I should have, but it was probably too warm. At about 1 he and I got up and walked around. He held my hand then. His iPod was playing "Exisitentialism On Prom Night" (Straylight Run) and the acoustic versions of "I Miss You" (Incubus), "Looking Back On Today" (Ataris), and "Everlong" (Foo Fighters). That was all really cute to me. I liked it a lot.
But yeah, I mean, I want to be affectionate, but I don't want to push him out of his comfort zone. After all, he and I have been good friends since 7th grade. You know, maybe he's just not an excessively publicly affectionate person. That's perfectly fine with me. This is too good of a thing for me to spoil over something like this. I just hope he knows how much I like him.
I don't think I can convey how comfortable it all is. I mean, I don't have to worry about how I look, He's seen me at my worst and my best. I don't feel like I have to impress him, I don't have to hide my flaw os try to explain them (especially my crazy laugh); he already knows. I could go on, but I won't.
The basic sum-up:
All in all, even with it's trivial flaws, this is the most relaxed and comfortable relationship I've ever been in.
<358627
Muhphin
Okay, so I'm here in math and I have nothing better to do than write a livejournal entry.
Exciting things about today; for one, it's friday! woo hoo! Russell was beck in school today and I gave him his pin with a card that I made for him. Today also happens to be the big one week for Russ and I. wow, basically me = really lame.
Yeah, so today is really really hot. Luckily my back is open today and I'm wearing yellow, and jean shorts. So I'm feeling better today rather than yesterday.
Now, I don't know if it's the heat or just me trying to be/wanting to be affectionate, but all during lunch today I just wanted to sit close to Russell, hold his hand, or something. You know, just be affectionate. But I didn't. I don't even know if I should have, but it was probably too warm. At about 1 he and I got up and walked around. He held my hand then. His iPod was playing "Exisitentialism On Prom Night" (Straylight Run) and the acoustic versions of "I Miss You" (Incubus), "Looking Back On Today" (Ataris), and "Everlong" (Foo Fighters). That was all really cute to me. I liked it a lot.
But yeah, I mean, I want to be affectionate, but I don't want to push him out of his comfort zone. After all, he and I have been good friends since 7th grade. You know, maybe he's just not an excessively publicly affectionate person. That's perfectly fine with me. This is too good of a thing for me to spoil over something like this. I just hope he knows how much I like him.
I don't think I can convey how comfortable it all is. I mean, I don't have to worry about how I look, He's seen me at my worst and my best. I don't feel like I have to impress him, I don't have to hide my flaw os try to explain them (especially my crazy laugh); he already knows. I could go on, but I won't.
The basic sum-up:
All in all, even with it's trivial flaws, this is the most relaxed and comfortable relationship I've ever been in.
<358627
Muhphin