Blah.
Things I'm currently irritated by:
- Patronizing friends
- Drunk friends
- Religion in general
- Religious people in general
- People who "love" me and are creepy about it
- Being attracted to people who A) I have no chance with B) are plain uninterested and/or C) not single
- My lack of motivation
- Feeling jealous
- Feeling hurt
- Feeling lonely
I'm always a goddamn mess. My emotions still trigger when I think of things that happened more than a year ago. I miss it--still. But I want to be happy NOW. I deserve to be happy. And I deserve to be happy while I'm single.
I resort to escapism, I do, because it keeps my day from being total shit. I love living life, but my God can it be shit to deal with.
Also, hi Patrick.
- A
- Patronizing friends
- Drunk friends
- Religion in general
- Religious people in general
- People who "love" me and are creepy about it
- Being attracted to people who A) I have no chance with B) are plain uninterested and/or C) not single
- My lack of motivation
- Feeling jealous
- Feeling hurt
- Feeling lonely
I'm always a goddamn mess. My emotions still trigger when I think of things that happened more than a year ago. I miss it--still. But I want to be happy NOW. I deserve to be happy. And I deserve to be happy while I'm single.
I resort to escapism, I do, because it keeps my day from being total shit. I love living life, but my God can it be shit to deal with.
Also, hi Patrick.
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