More on the life of Tiah
I know I say a lot that my body hates me, but.....
My body hates me.
A while ago I found a rather large bruise on my forearm. That's right, found. No idea how it got there. At all. And it was/still-kind-of-is a HUGE bruise. Only there was a spot in the middle of it that wasn't bruised. So, it was like a HUGE doughnut-shaped bruise, right?
And there's a lump in the not-bruised section of my bruise. Just under the skin. You can't see it, but if you touch it, you can feel it. Only it HURTS to touch it, so I wouldn't suggest you do it. The bruise itself is almost all the way healed now (finally), but the lump itself still hurts...... and it isn't going away like I hoped it would.
Can anyone say.... time to apply for medical assistance? I'm kind of scared. I mean, I know it's probably something harmless and I'm being paranoid, but.... I don't like having something like that going on. I don't know what it is, or how to make it go away.... and if I said the word "cancer" hadn't crossed my mind, I'd be lying.
Paranoid, right? I think so.
Today is February the sixth, so Missy's baby is due in about two weeks. We're all very excited for her. :D
Today is February the sixth, so Stuart's and my anniversary is in one month and three days. We're all very excited for me. :D
And we shall not say or think anything more about my lumpy bruise until I know for sure what it is. Think happy thoughts.
My body hates me.
A while ago I found a rather large bruise on my forearm. That's right, found. No idea how it got there. At all. And it was/still-kind-of-is a HUGE bruise. Only there was a spot in the middle of it that wasn't bruised. So, it was like a HUGE doughnut-shaped bruise, right?
And there's a lump in the not-bruised section of my bruise. Just under the skin. You can't see it, but if you touch it, you can feel it. Only it HURTS to touch it, so I wouldn't suggest you do it. The bruise itself is almost all the way healed now (finally), but the lump itself still hurts...... and it isn't going away like I hoped it would.
Can anyone say.... time to apply for medical assistance? I'm kind of scared. I mean, I know it's probably something harmless and I'm being paranoid, but.... I don't like having something like that going on. I don't know what it is, or how to make it go away.... and if I said the word "cancer" hadn't crossed my mind, I'd be lying.
Paranoid, right? I think so.
Today is February the sixth, so Missy's baby is due in about two weeks. We're all very excited for her. :D
Today is February the sixth, so Stuart's and my anniversary is in one month and three days. We're all very excited for me. :D
And we shall not say or think anything more about my lumpy bruise until I know for sure what it is. Think happy thoughts.