"The only thing keeping me dry is WHERE I AM"

Mar 18, 2009 15:07

What the hell? Ok, so I'm 29. No biggie. Right? The last year of my twenties. I feel like I should now really start to "straighten up and fly right"...whatever that means. I do feel a little older, a little more mature, maybe a little more focused and working towards being a little less scared.
You'd think I was the first person to turn 29, right? I just feel like there are just no more excuses for the stupid shit that I tend to do--OWN UP and all that.

I managed to get a year older and not have any birthday blues. I am proud of myself. Sure, there's a lot of stuff going on right now that had my mind elsewhere (and is contributing to my desire to be more mature) but that's never stopped it from sneaking up before...

I came in for late shift today and Von had decorated my desk and gifted me a Family Sized box of Cheez-Its, and later she got a red velvet cake from Antoine's and we had cake and ice cream. I got my ten free hot wings from Hooters for lunch with a friend and have been slowly reassembling my desk at work. I feel so tired and lazy but incredibly content. Good things. So, I survived getting a year older, a couple of pounds heavier (am I putting on muscle mass?!?!) and a couple of tiny heartbreaks. Ok, so 2009 will not defeat me.

Thank you everyone who sent me birthday wishes. I hope to see you locals out this Saturday at the Antigravity Alternative Media Expo, as I will be working the door, or come out and have a drink with me after. I like you people, I swear.

birthday blues, deep in thought

Previous post Next post
Up