sorry about the length.. venting big time.
ok so- Today I was god awful bored and found myself pacing around my house making the dogs bark. no car. i figured out that i like being alone but only when i have something with intention to do... but today i didn't have the motivation to write or draw or anything... and afternoon television for more than an hour is the most mind numbing torture ever. Being alone all afternoon was a bad thing, because there's a buttload of food in the cabinets (we all know what we do when we're bored with access to food) and it was really hard to not veg and be alone with my thoughts- which always connect and lead to one thing. Alone.
So my solution to this is:....um....
Yeah damn tri-townies for having day jobs. who does that?!?!
When my padres came home I went to the gym w/ my mom- which felt AMAZING. The ride back sucked though because my mom vented to me the troubles of my family. Not to go into depth with it- but- basically- my brother sucks A LOT. He's got a girlfriend who is huuuge baggage and they are attached at the hip. She's killing my family because he only cares about her- and has zero respect for anyone or thing else. His grades are failing and he hasn't applied to any colleges. And on top of that my dad came home from work to the sounds of her moaning up in his bedroom.(my parents don't condone him having sex let alone having sex in my parents house WHILE THEY'RE THERE- gross- this has happened before) My dad won't even look him in the eye nevermind speak to him (so insulted from the disrespect). So yeah. It's his 18th bday tomorrow and I'm too angry at him to show any care. But then again... he is my only brother.. sibling at that. So... what do i do when I hate him when he's all i have?
so.. boo that.
After oodles of akwardness in the house, i had enough and needed to get out. So I went over Kenny's to hangout and play cribbage (which i confess- i love!) But it quisi-sucked because Monty was there (whom I haven't talked to in a while because i hate his cruel sarcasm) and he didn't fail to be an asshole. The guys (brian, kenny, and monty) totally ganged up on me and I was the punchline for everything. Most people who read this, know me enough to understand that I don't mind a healthy bit of teasing (because lets face it- some shots you just can't pass up), but after a while enough is enough- if you keep punching-the bruise only gets bigger and worse. Jerks. I know they were just kidding around but you know... it just wasn't what i needed tonight.
Kendra- where were you when I needed you? in fact- where have you been since Friday?!?
so yeah. needless to say- 4 o'clock Friday night will be SO WELCOME when Val and Kyle pick me up to go to Lake-fuckin-George where we'll go sledding, skiing, eat good food, party, and just be happy.
So my solution to this is:....um....
Yeah damn tri-townies for having day jobs. who does that?!?!
When my padres came home I went to the gym w/ my mom- which felt AMAZING. The ride back sucked though because my mom vented to me the troubles of my family. Not to go into depth with it- but- basically- my brother sucks A LOT. He's got a girlfriend who is huuuge baggage and they are attached at the hip. She's killing my family because he only cares about her- and has zero respect for anyone or thing else. His grades are failing and he hasn't applied to any colleges. And on top of that my dad came home from work to the sounds of her moaning up in his bedroom.(my parents don't condone him having sex let alone having sex in my parents house WHILE THEY'RE THERE- gross- this has happened before) My dad won't even look him in the eye nevermind speak to him (so insulted from the disrespect). So yeah. It's his 18th bday tomorrow and I'm too angry at him to show any care. But then again... he is my only brother.. sibling at that. So... what do i do when I hate him when he's all i have?
so.. boo that.
After oodles of akwardness in the house, i had enough and needed to get out. So I went over Kenny's to hangout and play cribbage (which i confess- i love!) But it quisi-sucked because Monty was there (whom I haven't talked to in a while because i hate his cruel sarcasm) and he didn't fail to be an asshole. The guys (brian, kenny, and monty) totally ganged up on me and I was the punchline for everything. Most people who read this, know me enough to understand that I don't mind a healthy bit of teasing (because lets face it- some shots you just can't pass up), but after a while enough is enough- if you keep punching-the bruise only gets bigger and worse. Jerks. I know they were just kidding around but you know... it just wasn't what i needed tonight.
Kendra- where were you when I needed you? in fact- where have you been since Friday?!?
so yeah. needless to say- 4 o'clock Friday night will be SO WELCOME when Val and Kyle pick me up to go to Lake-fuckin-George where we'll go sledding, skiing, eat good food, party, and just be happy.