lalalaa....
first week of freedom feels good... and weird... and bittersweet.
i think i kinda realized that last wednesday was probably the last time i'll ever see a lot of people. even some that are my friends... sad. graduating doesnt seem like GRADUATION! it just seems like one long weekend. im having so much troubing just keeping up with what day of the week it is. oh well - thats summer i guess. and im somehow expecting to return to school next fall.. surely half of that is correct because i am returning back to school.. just not inglemoor this time. i completely remember the end of junior year where i was so excited to get out of high school.. and now that i have reached that point - im not excited at all. i guess the whole "fear" of college is getting to me. i really dont want to go to usc but maybe when i get there.. i'll learn to love it.
the last few days have been pretty crazy. i think im turning into a shopaholic. ive gone shopping the last three days... and because of my disease, i've acquired three tanks from express, abercrombie, american eagle, a victoria's secret robe, vs pink lounge pants, countless bottles of vs lotion, and shoes. and tonight im going to go pick up a swim suit... i should really stop. i think this will be the last time i shop for a while. today i also went to the scrapbooking store to get some stickers. wow - now that is a cult! that store is so overwhelming with paper of 1923810923812 different colors and 12930123 more different stickers. however after spending like a hour in that place, dazed and confused, i walked out with two sets of stickers to use on chris's and erica's yearbooks. yay! stickers make me happy... also yesterday, erica & i brought madame a present. its one of those hanging ceramic tile thingies from fireworks. it says, "because you believed in me, i believed in me" and we also got a card that says "the thoughtful little things you do each day have an accumulated effect on all our tomorrows" :) i <3 madame. i'm listening to puisque tu pars right now.. it makes me sad. i would have never guessed that leaving a class would be that hard.. we just have to write a letter to her in french and we'll be able to deliver to her. yayyy...
yeah.. ive been pretty bored lately. i want to go to the beach this week.. chris is off in cali. poo. its okay because i like 87 degrees rather than 115 degrees. hopefully we're going to the fremont fair with chenxing and karlio this weekend.
i have two more weeks of nothing-to-do till my internship starts. im so excited for that.
thats it for now..
i think i kinda realized that last wednesday was probably the last time i'll ever see a lot of people. even some that are my friends... sad. graduating doesnt seem like GRADUATION! it just seems like one long weekend. im having so much troubing just keeping up with what day of the week it is. oh well - thats summer i guess. and im somehow expecting to return to school next fall.. surely half of that is correct because i am returning back to school.. just not inglemoor this time. i completely remember the end of junior year where i was so excited to get out of high school.. and now that i have reached that point - im not excited at all. i guess the whole "fear" of college is getting to me. i really dont want to go to usc but maybe when i get there.. i'll learn to love it.
the last few days have been pretty crazy. i think im turning into a shopaholic. ive gone shopping the last three days... and because of my disease, i've acquired three tanks from express, abercrombie, american eagle, a victoria's secret robe, vs pink lounge pants, countless bottles of vs lotion, and shoes. and tonight im going to go pick up a swim suit... i should really stop. i think this will be the last time i shop for a while. today i also went to the scrapbooking store to get some stickers. wow - now that is a cult! that store is so overwhelming with paper of 1923810923812 different colors and 12930123 more different stickers. however after spending like a hour in that place, dazed and confused, i walked out with two sets of stickers to use on chris's and erica's yearbooks. yay! stickers make me happy... also yesterday, erica & i brought madame a present. its one of those hanging ceramic tile thingies from fireworks. it says, "because you believed in me, i believed in me" and we also got a card that says "the thoughtful little things you do each day have an accumulated effect on all our tomorrows" :) i <3 madame. i'm listening to puisque tu pars right now.. it makes me sad. i would have never guessed that leaving a class would be that hard.. we just have to write a letter to her in french and we'll be able to deliver to her. yayyy...
yeah.. ive been pretty bored lately. i want to go to the beach this week.. chris is off in cali. poo. its okay because i like 87 degrees rather than 115 degrees. hopefully we're going to the fremont fair with chenxing and karlio this weekend.
i have two more weeks of nothing-to-do till my internship starts. im so excited for that.
thats it for now..