Life at home
This is going to be quick cause I am going out with my coworkers tonight. Everything here is great! Dave has finally showed me that he is definately worth having around. The other night he took me out to a nice dinner and I got to wear my new Victoria's Secret dress! It was just like I pictured it in my head - sharing a bottle of wine, on the patio under palm trees, with a live band on the side. I'm not going to see him until this weekend which will be weird. He's at a military thing. Oh well... Sarah and Aumend are coming this weekend and are staying all next week! I'm excited to see them!
Going home pretty much all sucked. If it weren't for my friends, I wouldn't have made it. I think I would have just gone to the airport and booked the next flight... or maybe cut my wrists. I found a letter from my dad's new lover which shook me up pretty well. I was not prepared to deal with everything all at once like I did. My grandparents were there which made things even more awkward. It felt like there were sides taken whenever we were all together. I don't want everyone to be against my dad. I love him so much, but he did mess up by having this other relationship. I swear if I see her again I will punch her in the face. Fuck her!
Dave was there for me whenever I need him that weekend. I would call him in tears and he would always have the right thing to say. He's been great through all of this. But I really need to go now. More later~
Going home pretty much all sucked. If it weren't for my friends, I wouldn't have made it. I think I would have just gone to the airport and booked the next flight... or maybe cut my wrists. I found a letter from my dad's new lover which shook me up pretty well. I was not prepared to deal with everything all at once like I did. My grandparents were there which made things even more awkward. It felt like there were sides taken whenever we were all together. I don't want everyone to be against my dad. I love him so much, but he did mess up by having this other relationship. I swear if I see her again I will punch her in the face. Fuck her!
Dave was there for me whenever I need him that weekend. I would call him in tears and he would always have the right thing to say. He's been great through all of this. But I really need to go now. More later~