Feb 06, 2005 19:36
something weird is going on. its not just today. its been going on for months now. i knew before christmas that if i didnt go to arizona that i may not get a chance again. i knew today when i didnt answer the phone that it was bad news. i just dont know where everything is leading. still trying to put it all together in my head. its not just today. and it wasnt just christmas eve.
thoughts of a friend lost long ago for months have been flooding my mind. strange letters addressed to me that surely were meant for someone else. i had for gotten about the entity that haunted. she shouldnt have been lost. do you know she isnt haunted anymore? were you there that night we went to the graveyard? i cant remember. something happened that night. we saw it. there was more of the memory but its locked away, and what i could remember was merged with another night at least 6 months after she left. bits and pieces started to come back as dark words reach across the page.
its as if all these weird occurrences are trying to tell me something. they seem so unrelated though, except for the fact that they overlap in peculiar ways. the only logical message i can find is that in each case it is a situation of something that i needed to tell someone but never told them for whatever reason.
thats the most i can make of it all at this moment of time.