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Feb 08, 2005 09:47

Well, I'm back! It has been an interesting past several months. In December, Jason's grandfather passed away which really didn't affect me too much but it affected Jas in a huge way. Then a month later, Jason's sister-in-law passed away suddenly. This affected his entire family in an enormous way. There is a two year old boy without a mother and a husband who is grieving for his wife. Things just are not going well for the Baird family. But, hopefully now they can get back to normal (if there is a such thing) and be a family again. That, in turn, would help Jason and I become normal (if we ever were) again and get back to what we do best...LOVE EACH OTHER! I miss him terribly, even though it has only been a week and a half. That is a long time to go without holding and looking at the man you love.

On a good note, I met my niece last week and she is the most beautiful little person I have ever seen. When I hold her, I have a hard time giving her up to someone else. I could and did stare at her for hours and hours. I love her so much. I cannot imagine what it is like to love your own child. I look forward to the day when Jason and I have a son or daughter to love and to live for!

School is great. Kids are a little psycho but they are trying really hard to be well-behaved and to learn. My philosophy is to fill their little brains so they don't have time to think about doing something silly and getting themselves in trouble. WORKING SO FAR!

Well, I need to get to work but my wish for everyone today is to RELAX AND ENJOY THE THINGS THAT COME YOUR WAY!!!

Oh, and if you know where I can get and XM Radio pretty cheap, let me know! V-Day is coming up!
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