I suppose I'm getting stuff done???
Okay sooo I know I've missed someone so much before that I couldn't really think about what I was doing, but not to the point that I have to take his picture off the desk because I keep looking up at him. Wondering what he's doing, if he's sleeping, warm enough, what he's dreaming about, or if he remembered to say his prayers.
It's hard to be this attached to someone, I'm fine though. I've gotten some homework done and I didn't fall asleep in class today! I suppose I've been productive. I did cry a few times lastnight on the way home, but now I'm just kinda mellow. I mean even though I was able to see him sunday after we picked him up and before he left again I didn't really. It was just basic conversation about the usual things and making sure he had everything packed, that we had our tickets for the movies Thursday night and everything. I want to go to Stony Creek again and have that first date all over again. The sun, the breeze and the laughs. We always laugh though. That's us.
I guess I've just been so busy that I never really feel like I've been able to see him or spend time with him because even when he is here or I'm there, I'm still trying to figure out what needs to be done for what class or what I'm forgetting at work, or something with the sorority. Or I'm actually working on it while he eats his popsicle and falls asleep with red or blue lips. :P The best! I really can't wait until Christmas break so I'm not involved in the sorority, or school and it'll just be work and family. Though he'll be even busier with work and his own family to be with. But atleast I can drive to see him instead of him driving to see me because it just works out better that way. Next semester will be nice without having to have class monday or friday and tuesday is 2 classes in one day and the others are one class wednesday and thursday both late starting so I can sleep in where ever I am.
I'm too busy for my own good, for my own family and friends... too busy for the only other person that matters most next to myself. :o/ Sniffle... I miss Mike. :(
Only 16 more days till our 6th months and Christmas Present exchange!!!!
Lynsey did teach me how to walk in my heels though!!!
It's hard to be this attached to someone, I'm fine though. I've gotten some homework done and I didn't fall asleep in class today! I suppose I've been productive. I did cry a few times lastnight on the way home, but now I'm just kinda mellow. I mean even though I was able to see him sunday after we picked him up and before he left again I didn't really. It was just basic conversation about the usual things and making sure he had everything packed, that we had our tickets for the movies Thursday night and everything. I want to go to Stony Creek again and have that first date all over again. The sun, the breeze and the laughs. We always laugh though. That's us.
I guess I've just been so busy that I never really feel like I've been able to see him or spend time with him because even when he is here or I'm there, I'm still trying to figure out what needs to be done for what class or what I'm forgetting at work, or something with the sorority. Or I'm actually working on it while he eats his popsicle and falls asleep with red or blue lips. :P The best! I really can't wait until Christmas break so I'm not involved in the sorority, or school and it'll just be work and family. Though he'll be even busier with work and his own family to be with. But atleast I can drive to see him instead of him driving to see me because it just works out better that way. Next semester will be nice without having to have class monday or friday and tuesday is 2 classes in one day and the others are one class wednesday and thursday both late starting so I can sleep in where ever I am.
I'm too busy for my own good, for my own family and friends... too busy for the only other person that matters most next to myself. :o/ Sniffle... I miss Mike. :(
Only 16 more days till our 6th months and Christmas Present exchange!!!!
Lynsey did teach me how to walk in my heels though!!!