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Sorry for my sparse posting lately.
I've been having to update very quickly due to so much going on. midterms and fraternity stuff. nightmare.
Life has been odd lately. Some I won't mention because it makes me sad. But what is odd, is that normally when life is good...everything is good. and when life sucks, everything sucks. But right now,i have the suck and the good. And although the suck outweighs the good...the good is doing a good job of numbing the pain.
I'm so glad I'm on spring break. The power went out at school on thursday...but then it came back on (i was hoping my last two classes would get cancelled). I'm going to see Teitur next week. I am visiting Gabe and his family in LA. My friend Mary is coming up to visit!! Community Service is AWESOME! I went ice skating last night. I GET TO VISIT MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then of course...life slams us all back to reality in just one week. boo.
I'm glad to have that week though, it'll be great. I have three days off work and so much to do. And i can't wipe the smile off my face. For the suck in my life, the smile feels like a slap in the face to that, but it isn't. I knew certain things were changing and didn't want to accept it. I still don't know how to respond to it. Someday I will...and by then...even now, I know it's too late...but for me, it'll be the right time.
Time for me to go. I need to work out and get skinny.
-Amelia
I've been having to update very quickly due to so much going on. midterms and fraternity stuff. nightmare.
Life has been odd lately. Some I won't mention because it makes me sad. But what is odd, is that normally when life is good...everything is good. and when life sucks, everything sucks. But right now,i have the suck and the good. And although the suck outweighs the good...the good is doing a good job of numbing the pain.
I'm so glad I'm on spring break. The power went out at school on thursday...but then it came back on (i was hoping my last two classes would get cancelled). I'm going to see Teitur next week. I am visiting Gabe and his family in LA. My friend Mary is coming up to visit!! Community Service is AWESOME! I went ice skating last night. I GET TO VISIT MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then of course...life slams us all back to reality in just one week. boo.
I'm glad to have that week though, it'll be great. I have three days off work and so much to do. And i can't wipe the smile off my face. For the suck in my life, the smile feels like a slap in the face to that, but it isn't. I knew certain things were changing and didn't want to accept it. I still don't know how to respond to it. Someday I will...and by then...even now, I know it's too late...but for me, it'll be the right time.
Time for me to go. I need to work out and get skinny.
-Amelia