My fate in my own hands.
I spend far too many hours of my life worrying about what could happen, instead of putting my faith into something right in front of my eyes.
It's hard to believe in something if it has let you fall. Religion, people, etc.
I normally try again and again, because I don't know how to live otherwise. Not that I want to stay down, instead of pick myself back up. I'm struggling with anxiety, depression, what morals I believe in, and the way of thinking that has never led me away from the truth, but has led me down some very dark and painful roads because of it. Everything inside me now is a conflict, and so I sit here worrying, because I don't want the road I'm on to end. My path is my path, and I would very much like to hold my fate in my own hands.
In other news, I bought the plane ticket. I'm coming home, and I'll be in the Traverse City/ Elk Rapids area from September 27th to September 30th.
It's hard to believe in something if it has let you fall. Religion, people, etc.
I normally try again and again, because I don't know how to live otherwise. Not that I want to stay down, instead of pick myself back up. I'm struggling with anxiety, depression, what morals I believe in, and the way of thinking that has never led me away from the truth, but has led me down some very dark and painful roads because of it. Everything inside me now is a conflict, and so I sit here worrying, because I don't want the road I'm on to end. My path is my path, and I would very much like to hold my fate in my own hands.
In other news, I bought the plane ticket. I'm coming home, and I'll be in the Traverse City/ Elk Rapids area from September 27th to September 30th.