when i drink i have weird dreams...
i use to think it was kind of cute the way you talked to me. what happened to that? all of a sudden the direction has changed and you really went south this time. i'll have to admit i know i shouldn't care at all seeing as though i have my own life and problems to worry about. but i guess i am a little jealous. because you seem so much happier than i. you have a connection that will last forever, weather you want it to or not. i don't even know if what i have will last through today. i guess if you ever changed your mind it would be okay with me, i won't forget you or shun you for the choices you've made. but i guess i will shut up now since i know you will read this and have no idea i am talking about you.