very bored...kinda pissed

[amee105]

so another night i sit at home without doing anything riviting in nature. well i got out of the house for like 2 hours or so. after i helped my mom clean out the bathroom and closet shelvs i got dressed, without makeup on and went out to the cooker then off to sams club, where i did not find what i wanted. i came home to lay in my bed and watch the mtv movie awards. excitment. i called josh at 3, he told me he was going to the mall with troy, he WOULD call me when he got back. i was suppose to come over and hang out. i am still waiting for the call. rest assured, the mall is now closed. did he get locked in? i don't think so. was he oblivious to the thought that i was sitting at home awaiting his call? yes of course. all the pot has gone to his head. i understand that he wants to be with his friend and not his girlfriend at times. and that is completely okay with me. i just wish i would get some notice before it happens. i am not one who like wasting my time when i could be out doing some good, or evil as the case usually is. he always tells me to not sit aroung and wait for him. but when he tells me he is going to call me, i am usually assured that the wait is not going to be long and boring, but short and rather annoying. oh well. i guess time to myself is good too. sleeping and eating and smoking is always a joy in itself.

tomorrow, however, will be a different day. hopefully nothing like the last friday. a black eye and a golfball sized knot above your eyebrow is nothing to boast about. but this friday will be okay. i can see it now...rivin (josh's new band) has a show at the alrosa. to be honest with you i don't even know who else is playing. i am not too into keeping up with these things anymore. i am more excited to see who is there and to hang out with friends than anything else.

this is getting dull, i think i'll go try to spruce up my website some.