Dec 22, 2009 14:55
i should have known he was a lying about being in love all along when:
-he wouldn't tell his dad he had a girlfriend and avoided inviting me to meet him anytime he was here
-cringed when his mom told him to introduce me to his relatives at a wedding
-cheated on me with some disgusting fat girl he always referred to as "crazy"
-told me it was really hard to be "good" when i was in borneo and told him i was feeling intensly out of my element and homesick
-started saying i was too sweet when i said nice things
-got totally wasted over and over again and told me i was mean and bad news and then forgot about it
-grimaced when i asked when we would celebrate our christmas
-started saying "love you". heartless.
-the first time he said "i'm not a bad person." because only bad people have to convince you that they're not.
-oh yeah and broke up with me at my freaking party, then stayed at it and passed out on the couch.
boy was i stupid.