Feb 12, 2009 16:23
That used to me be. I was always the optimistic and hopeful one. I wouldn't have ever called myself "worry-free" but I never let it get me so down. Or at least I used to be like that.
It feels I've been nothing but a worrying, nervous gloomy-gus these days. I hate it. I hate being like this.
So I'm going to try and let some of that go. I'm trying to be more optimistic and hopeful. Like in the past.
I miss smiling all the time. I miss laughing a lot. I miss allowing myself to be goofy and silly.
It's about time for this girl to be who she used to be... just a little older and chock full of experience not self-doubts and fears.
It will be hard.... but I have faith.
;)
happiness,
life