i come with more thoughts.

[ame_tenshi]

bahness. i'm so tired lately. i need to play some ddr to get myself going again.

i'm angry, i'm sad, i'm happy
the emotions roll off me
like water does a duck
i don't feel much
but i do feel some
i feel tings of warmess when i'm happy
i feel tings of wanting to cry when i'm upset
but that is all i ever have
i shut it all out
i still care, but i find myself not able to do much more
people come, people go
people are mad at me
they hold grudges
they talk to me as if we're friends
no matter what the reason, my heart beats faster;
me cheeks blush furiously
i've been picked out of the crowd
how strange it seems to be known
i gave up everything i knew
i stopped it all in vain
it stills drives me crazy that i was not strong enough
now i travel through life with no evident reason
i go with the flow; wherever life takes me
the shadows come and go
the voices get stronger
i am mad at myself for wanting it all
i'm looking for trouble
i'm in all the wrong places
my heart will be broken, but i just can't care anymore
i'm in shambles but no one cares
people don't stop and ask me anything
i guess it's better that way
i keep to myself.
i'll solve my own problems
and avoid humanity for all eternity.
i'll run till i feel safe
i'll stay in my own little world
say goodbye, i'm finally leaving
sailing on the big boat across the great river
i'll be gone soon
so no one else has to suffer