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Off to So Cal for Disneyland and California Adventure tomorrow!
I'm going to miss the boy very, very much. I don't know exactly when he became integral to my happiness, but he is. It gives me both super happy lovey times, and it also makes me kind of crazy.
I've been having weird feelings around him and his best friend lately, who is a gay woman, and it's been bugging me for a while that I feel jealous and awkward while the three of us hang out together, and it has started to make me feel inferior. But tonight I just realized that the boy and his friend (now my friend, as well) are very similar people. And I'm just not... at least not as much. That's cool. It was a good revelation.
Disney! Disney! Disney!
I'm going to miss the boy very, very much. I don't know exactly when he became integral to my happiness, but he is. It gives me both super happy lovey times, and it also makes me kind of crazy.
I've been having weird feelings around him and his best friend lately, who is a gay woman, and it's been bugging me for a while that I feel jealous and awkward while the three of us hang out together, and it has started to make me feel inferior. But tonight I just realized that the boy and his friend (now my friend, as well) are very similar people. And I'm just not... at least not as much. That's cool. It was a good revelation.
Disney! Disney! Disney!