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Jul 17, 2009 19:47

Oh, I beat myself up SO HARD today for not exercising. Going corset shopping with the Red Rat girls at 2 threw my whole day off in terms on timing. Then I went to look at this house at 7:00 but no one answered the door. Whatever! I'm checking out another room down by the marsh tomorrow morning so that's something else to get nervous about. It's ( Read more... )

change, job, breakup, life, moving on, self, moving

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amdragoste July 20 2009, 07:29:32 UTC
Hot eggs and coffee...Oh god I can smell it now! At least you've had other non-paid cool experiences like helping people learn to read and such. That would be an awesome job...Better than this so-called hospitality rubbish.

Now that's quite a point about for whom we do things (yes, amazing grammar). I suppose there always is some ulterior motive. I'm not wearing this funky outfit for myself, I'm wearing it so I can feel good about other people understanding that side of me...etc! That's why I love biking so much. I know I'd still do it even if I was the only person on earth.

Ah, the Trill...He's so totally not over his dark artsy ex girlfriend and it shows and it's annoying, but hey. I'm dying to have a serious man-to-man talk about what's going on between us but feel that he doesn't want to. I'm just confused as to why he would have dropped such heavy hints all semester and tell me to my face that he would date me if I were single and how awesome I was and then suddenly back off after we fell into bed together. Bleh. Maybe when he's fully over his ex, and I've had some time for me, we could try a Relationship. Right now I'm okay being friends, even though I live with this nagging confusion and omg-wtf-is-going-on-between-us feeling. :p

Thanks for asking!! I feel dumb yammering on about relationship stuff because it sounds so cliche. Can I ask whatever happened with your friends-with-benefitship you were having a year or so ago?

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