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Hi how are you doing.. Today blows monkey balls but last night was worse! I never thought he would leave the way he is! I never thought that he wanted to leave me! But now I know that he never even cared! Now I know that this was never meant to be! I never really wanted to know what was going to happen to him.. All I wanted was for us to be happy.. Now that will never happen! Now there will be nothing to do.. You wanted to leave me and now you are.. So what are you telling me to do? I cant just stop everything just because you want me to!! You mean way to much for me 2 just foget about everything the way you want me 2... You were the only one i knew I could always count on and now your leaving me and your not comming back?? Why are you doing this to me!! Why cant you just stay and let everything air out!! Why must you leave me and go so far away!! You dont understand how much I LOVE YOU!! You dont get it that once you Love someone the way I LOVE YOU you jusy cant forget about everything that went on btw us 2!! You were always there and I could always count on That... I knew I could always count on you if I really needed you!! I always knew that you would always be there for me!! But now you are leaving me so what am I supose to do now? You really wanna kno everything and how I feel...I feel as if my life is going to end bcuz ur juss running away!!!
Love you!
Ashy