today is the day

[ambyrr]

it was generally a good day overall! i mean yeah i fukin worked a double shift which sucked but it actually turned out alright. my manager was really impressed and i had an unexpected guest come in who is supposed to help me out with finding a 2nd job as well! i just goes to show that everything happens for a reason, i mean i thought my day was gonna be really bad and it flipped on me! i also finished registering for school today and im taking a class with my bro, which should be interesting, haha. it feels like such a heavy burden lifted off of my shoulders just to know that i am registered for school now. it makes me so happy just to know that i will be in school and i know now that all i have to do is work my ass off with studying and working together, but i know i can and will do it because i really want to be there! Nobody does the job better than the person who really wants to be there right? maybe now things will finally start coming together and making sense to me. all i can go by is what feels right in my heart....and i feel like im headed in the right direction. for the first time in almost a year now, i am starting to feel lighter and happier.....and u know what the funny part is? i have never been more alone in my life than now...........it feels good.
thank you to all my friends & family who stand by me daily.....it doesnt matter if you are in the room next to me or 600 miles away... just knowing that someone believes in me makes me wanna do a little more each day... goodnight for now, tomorrow is another day.
_ambyrr_