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iain and i have been in this huge fight for the past few days. i was thisclose to breaking up with him.. i actually told him that i thought we should.. i really don't want to, but i almost think it's necessary.. but we're gonna try to make things work.. so guess we'll see how it goes..
i don't want to talk about why we're fighting becuase it's so complicated i wouldn't even know here to begin. we're basically on two seperate levels. we're not seeing eye to eye.. and very time we fight it's ALWAYS over this same god damn shit time after time.
but anyway, i feel like complete shit... i don't think i've ever felt this miserable in my life..ha, great, now i'm fucking crying..way to go amber..
i want to get really fuckinig trashed right now..
i don't want to talk about why we're fighting becuase it's so complicated i wouldn't even know here to begin. we're basically on two seperate levels. we're not seeing eye to eye.. and very time we fight it's ALWAYS over this same god damn shit time after time.
but anyway, i feel like complete shit... i don't think i've ever felt this miserable in my life..ha, great, now i'm fucking crying..way to go amber..
i want to get really fuckinig trashed right now..