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i did really well at bowling lastnight. my average is 122.8 (i have like.. the 3rd lowest in my league. yeah i suck.) but i bowled a 191!! and i got a turkey! (3 strikes in a row) wooo me! i was proud of myself. new personal best.
i least i have that goin for me.
iain thinks i've been wound up too tight lately. that i'm too stressed all the time. he thinks that i need to find myself a way to relax. and i agree with him. i just don't know how. i *have* been stressed out lately. mostly cause i don't know what i want to do with my life, i'm so lost and it fustrates me to no end. i think about it constantly. also, i guess from work. it has been abnormally busy recently and i have the most responsibility there.
i think i've been taking my stress out on other people. mainly iain. i freak out on him alot over stupid things. and i shouldn't. i feel terrible.
i just don't know if theres anything i can do that would help me. sure, i could take a bubble bath and suff here and there, but that only dulls it momentarily. it doesn't really help in the long run. so i dunno..*shrug* i guess i just gotta suck it up or shake it off or something.
i least i have that goin for me.
iain thinks i've been wound up too tight lately. that i'm too stressed all the time. he thinks that i need to find myself a way to relax. and i agree with him. i just don't know how. i *have* been stressed out lately. mostly cause i don't know what i want to do with my life, i'm so lost and it fustrates me to no end. i think about it constantly. also, i guess from work. it has been abnormally busy recently and i have the most responsibility there.
i think i've been taking my stress out on other people. mainly iain. i freak out on him alot over stupid things. and i shouldn't. i feel terrible.
i just don't know if theres anything i can do that would help me. sure, i could take a bubble bath and suff here and there, but that only dulls it momentarily. it doesn't really help in the long run. so i dunno..*shrug* i guess i just gotta suck it up or shake it off or something.