Jul 22, 2005 23:23
I think my last day of work is going to be aug 12 because I have my cousin's wedding on the 13th and the 14th, and then I'll have two weeks to pack and hang out with friends for the last time before I leave. I will be leaving August 30 unless I can move in a day eariler.
I'm so excited, but I'm completely terrified at the same time. I was walking from my car to my house and I stopped to look up at the stars and I took a deep breath of the summer air. It hit me that summer is almost over and I have to leave the comfort of my own home. I'm going to be away from all my friends and family. Don't get me wrong, I've been wanting to leave home for a long time, but it scares me to know that I'll be on my own and away form everything that I have ever known. I don't want the summer to end. I have so many good things in my life right now and in August I'll be leaving it all. And that's why I'm extremely sad.
Sigh.
So many mixed feelings right now. I need an actual vacation with no work, school or home. Just a beach and some friends. Maybe next summer.
Oh yeah...I've been dying to go to the zoo. I haven't been there in so long. I think it would be fun. I just have to find a day where I'm not busy as hell!!!!!
Alright. I think I'm done. If i need to vent any more I'll come back.
~amber~
Evan, here's your shout-out: I'll miss you!!!!! :)