whoa!
The past couple of days have been somewhat hell...which i can only blame myself for.. How could i say things like that...obviously i didn't mean them in that way..GOSH KNOWS THAT'S NOT AT ALL HOW I MEANT IT TO SOUND...but it sounded that way..and i had to explain it to the people i love...AND I DO MEAN THAT...gosh...what a renob!aka(boner spelled backwards)LOL...anyhow..i'm sorry you guys for making it sound that way...i really am..so..let's talk about what's been going on around here these couple days...HMMMM..well..you know my slip-ups...but let's talk about other peoples...not in specific..but let's talk about 2nd floor!...ok..what the f*ck!!..really..can there be anymore rudness ???? i'm sorry short-stuff...but i'd kick her ass if she was like that towards me!...i've noticed it too...but GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! i don't understand it either...but hey..whatever floats her boat...and the "at least i have friends" comment..OUCH!!!!..that hurts!..am i not your friend...is kik not your friend..amanda..nic..heather em?..ANYHOW...moving on..found out some pretty shockin shit about another friend!!! WHOA...didn't expect that..but.*i'm gettin the worst deal of it*..(WHY??) ANYHOW...A&J...we love you!..but YOU GOTTA GO!!!..we can't have that!...anyhow... i have been think about some shit..and i finally know what i am gonna do now...but i'm not sharing details yet..i just don't wanna right now...happy for me that i finally made a decision people will say...but i wonder what they are really thinkin about me...at least i know what mike is thinkin..or at least i think itz mike??..gosh who knows...i care..but i don't...i can't think about him right now...i don't want to sound selfish..but i can only think about myself right now...but i never do...it seems that i worry about everyone else because i care what they think and what they do..cuz that's just the way i am...but hey..i can't help it..anyhow..what about those yankees!...(who gives a shit) LOL...just thought i'd throw it in there..MY CLOTHES ARE KILLING ME!!..why why why why...i can't explain that either...*shit happends* but not this!!! it makes me think..ya know..like i try to understand myself..but i never can figure myself out...AHHHHHH....maybe i should call my psychologist...not saying i'm crazy...but i think i'm gettin there..plz help me!!! geez...anyway...i'm out like a fat kid in dodge-ball *wait..i was that kid* :(