Hard to keep on the up
Fluctuating moods are really startin' to irritate me. I feel like I'm living on a GD'd roller coaster.
Talked to Yvonne. I think I may have decided that she is my life coach. I think that's so silly, life coach. She is an upper and gives me food for thought.
Trying a more positive attitude and positive outlook. Things are beginning to look up. I need to remember that. Things are getting better. I simply have no patience and want everything RIGHT NOW. Amazing boyfriend, new apartment in 5 months, teeth are fixed, almost done paying off teeth fixin' bill, car is near fixed and all my health and that. Much to be thankful for. Why do I insist on wallowing? I just don't think I've ever really been a positive happy go lucky kinda person. I always expect things to go wrong. I'm never disappointed if I expect it. But how does one change that train of thought that has been for 23 years?
Patience and being happy are necessities.
As much as I think The Secret is a load of bs I'll give it a shot. Can't be much worse than what I'm doing now.
Talked to Yvonne. I think I may have decided that she is my life coach. I think that's so silly, life coach. She is an upper and gives me food for thought.
Trying a more positive attitude and positive outlook. Things are beginning to look up. I need to remember that. Things are getting better. I simply have no patience and want everything RIGHT NOW. Amazing boyfriend, new apartment in 5 months, teeth are fixed, almost done paying off teeth fixin' bill, car is near fixed and all my health and that. Much to be thankful for. Why do I insist on wallowing? I just don't think I've ever really been a positive happy go lucky kinda person. I always expect things to go wrong. I'm never disappointed if I expect it. But how does one change that train of thought that has been for 23 years?
Patience and being happy are necessities.
As much as I think The Secret is a load of bs I'll give it a shot. Can't be much worse than what I'm doing now.