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i wish that i could just go back to the beginning.maybe back to the beginning of everything...
chills.
idk me and andy are only doing OK in my opinion.theres things im testy about and like everybodys got their chains to break and im not so sure he understands.you know, im not so sure i understand so much anymore.
oh well the way the horizon looks right now with us is that ill basically have to just deal with everything and get left with nothing, and he will be able to remain the same.and ill love him equally.
i should have a great positive attitude about everything and be sad or mad about nothing and everything always has to be peachy and thats not real.thats not how life is but thats how i have to be but he can get angry and mad>?
smile kelly and show your hardware :)
well idk we had a pretty good night last night i liked the fact that i was able to fall asleep in his arms with no worries
i love that feeling most of all
and i miss it
chills.
idk me and andy are only doing OK in my opinion.theres things im testy about and like everybodys got their chains to break and im not so sure he understands.you know, im not so sure i understand so much anymore.
oh well the way the horizon looks right now with us is that ill basically have to just deal with everything and get left with nothing, and he will be able to remain the same.and ill love him equally.
i should have a great positive attitude about everything and be sad or mad about nothing and everything always has to be peachy and thats not real.thats not how life is but thats how i have to be but he can get angry and mad>?
smile kelly and show your hardware :)
well idk we had a pretty good night last night i liked the fact that i was able to fall asleep in his arms with no worries
i love that feeling most of all
and i miss it