so cradle your head in your hands
My anniversary was so great.We went out to eat and we didnt get each other anything which is perfectly fine by me.I am just happy for his company.and his love.im just as far in as ill ever be out.We had a great weekend, friday was kinda crappy bc Eric gave us the wrong key so we had to break in the cabin and then andrew lit the fireplace but didnt check to make sure the flute was open...so it was really smoky but Saturday we took a long ride and looked at the scenery...i wish i would have brought a camera.It was basically a cuddly-cute movie watching weekend.So sunday we come home and Eric calls and said he had a few ppl over andrews house.Well these few ppl dont know how to eat food and make sure it gets in thier mouth.i ended up cleaning sunday night bc of spilled daquri all over the floor.idk i dont think its right for him to just have ppl over when were not home.I dont live there so im not gonna say anything and andrews not gonna either bc its ok to him.I just cant wait until eric moves in bc this will be every fri or sat night.andrew said no but if he didnt even say anything about this wknd...he said he did but idk he prolly said I said everything.im sorry but i really dont think thats right but like i said...i dont live there.if i did would it be different?and my chinny chin chilla hardly comes right to me so i KNOW she didnt come right to them either.idk im just like whatever, but im telling andrew if this happens on a reg basis if he moves in here dont expect me to clean up thier fucking mess all the time or to even move in with you.
I had to do alot of billing today.idk i hate credit cards.i applied for a job at CVS.Idk how well that will work out but andrew said he would break up with me if i went back to tim hortons and im like wow...but hes like i cant stand it when ur miserable.i was miserable there but its like a comfort bc i know it so well.i wish i could have stayed at mercy hospital but i cant with school.i cant work that much so ill have 2 jobs with CVS so i wonder if hell think im dont do anything then....
I had to do alot of billing today.idk i hate credit cards.i applied for a job at CVS.Idk how well that will work out but andrew said he would break up with me if i went back to tim hortons and im like wow...but hes like i cant stand it when ur miserable.i was miserable there but its like a comfort bc i know it so well.i wish i could have stayed at mercy hospital but i cant with school.i cant work that much so ill have 2 jobs with CVS so i wonder if hell think im dont do anything then....