F is for Friendship
It's really... great, superb, excellent, etc, to have great friends. AIM is a blessing.
I got in a little depressed mood sitting in the car after class and waiting for it (the car, not class) to warm up. I started thinking, because it was soooo freakingly cold, why I'm doing this. Why am I going to college? We watched a depressing video in poli sci about suicide bombers, and it's like, there's so much pain and suffering in the world, and there's no way to fix it all. So it sort of snowballed into one of those "Why bother doing anything; we're only going to die" moments.
But then I come home and talk to Megan and Leah online, and it cheers me up. Also, I wasn't really even that depressed by the time the car warmed up and I got home, but that detracts from my moral, so we'll just ignore that last part.
Anyway, there's still a crapload of reading to be done and note taking to be had. And yet... I'm getting pretty good (I think) at BS-ing my way through our 10 question poli-sci quizzes. I got an A on the last one, and this one I think I got 2 wrong, so a B then. Hopefully. I did read some of the chapter this time (I didn't have the book last time), so I knew some of the answers. Others were pretty obvious and I educated-guessed.
Nevetheless, I have this feeling like I'm waiting for something... almost like another part of my life, or some big event/turning point. And I don't know what to do about that.
So I'm going to go watch TV.
I got in a little depressed mood sitting in the car after class and waiting for it (the car, not class) to warm up. I started thinking, because it was soooo freakingly cold, why I'm doing this. Why am I going to college? We watched a depressing video in poli sci about suicide bombers, and it's like, there's so much pain and suffering in the world, and there's no way to fix it all. So it sort of snowballed into one of those "Why bother doing anything; we're only going to die" moments.
But then I come home and talk to Megan and Leah online, and it cheers me up. Also, I wasn't really even that depressed by the time the car warmed up and I got home, but that detracts from my moral, so we'll just ignore that last part.
Anyway, there's still a crapload of reading to be done and note taking to be had. And yet... I'm getting pretty good (I think) at BS-ing my way through our 10 question poli-sci quizzes. I got an A on the last one, and this one I think I got 2 wrong, so a B then. Hopefully. I did read some of the chapter this time (I didn't have the book last time), so I knew some of the answers. Others were pretty obvious and I educated-guessed.
Nevetheless, I have this feeling like I'm waiting for something... almost like another part of my life, or some big event/turning point. And I don't know what to do about that.
So I'm going to go watch TV.