Ok... Must take a deep breath...
this is going to be a very very long day. and what sucks the most is that i have to be organized about it. i wrote out my list of events for the day and i have got to stick to it. i am currently trying to keep myself awake. and while i am doing so, i am trying to be productive, but activity is just so hard at this time of the night. it is 20 minutes till 5 meaning 20 minutes until i start working my ass off until at least 8:30.
i am feeling quite discouraged from school again. i got my test back in psychology 104. the grade was not what i expected. i was thinking that i would do well because i felt so confident in the majority of my answers, but i didn't do all that well. i have been trying this new study habit since i get very little sleep anymore. i have no memory to anything that isn't long term and critical to my survival. i usually wouldn't care AS much but i thought about something on the way home today. i am on scholarship, a scholarship that i must keep a 3.0 for. at this rate , i will not be able keep it and i need all the money i can get. i have had a couple of mishaps in the past couple of weeks. about two or three weeks ago, i had a paper due, but i wasn't able to get the book for it until too late. and i haven't found enough time in my schedule to type it up. so along with the missing assignment and failing test score several weeks ago, i am not doing as well in that class. my quiz scores have dropped at tad as well. i might as well give up now in that class. it really sucks that i have missed so much of my sociology class. most people who skip out on a class mean to do so, but it is not my intention in the least. i love that class and i love participating in it. i really like my teacher as well. but i keep oversleeping. i haven't gotten my test back in that class and i probably didn't do all that well on it either. Theology is a toss up. i might actually have a consistent grade in my other psychology class. it is just all discouraging. i am so ready for the next semester just to get a fresh start, but it oculd be too late by then.
ok that is enough of my whining. i am going to getready to do some studying for my psych test friday and take care of some stuff around here. i am sure there is more i wanted to say that had nothing to do with complaining, but i can't remember. it is going to be a long long day. i won't be able to sleep until 3:30. wish me luck.
i am feeling quite discouraged from school again. i got my test back in psychology 104. the grade was not what i expected. i was thinking that i would do well because i felt so confident in the majority of my answers, but i didn't do all that well. i have been trying this new study habit since i get very little sleep anymore. i have no memory to anything that isn't long term and critical to my survival. i usually wouldn't care AS much but i thought about something on the way home today. i am on scholarship, a scholarship that i must keep a 3.0 for. at this rate , i will not be able keep it and i need all the money i can get. i have had a couple of mishaps in the past couple of weeks. about two or three weeks ago, i had a paper due, but i wasn't able to get the book for it until too late. and i haven't found enough time in my schedule to type it up. so along with the missing assignment and failing test score several weeks ago, i am not doing as well in that class. my quiz scores have dropped at tad as well. i might as well give up now in that class. it really sucks that i have missed so much of my sociology class. most people who skip out on a class mean to do so, but it is not my intention in the least. i love that class and i love participating in it. i really like my teacher as well. but i keep oversleeping. i haven't gotten my test back in that class and i probably didn't do all that well on it either. Theology is a toss up. i might actually have a consistent grade in my other psychology class. it is just all discouraging. i am so ready for the next semester just to get a fresh start, but it oculd be too late by then.
ok that is enough of my whining. i am going to getready to do some studying for my psych test friday and take care of some stuff around here. i am sure there is more i wanted to say that had nothing to do with complaining, but i can't remember. it is going to be a long long day. i won't be able to sleep until 3:30. wish me luck.