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My sudden enlightenment (if you'd ike to call it that) did not last long, for right after I finished writing last night [friend's only entry. o.O) and was getting ready for bed I became mad and disgruntled and still am. Amusingly, my family has made several attempts to get me off the computer so I've been distracted with doing other things, thank goodness. I'm going snowboarding again tomorrow. Woo.
I think the main thing that really makes me MAD about Jason is that he's very, as my sister put it, "pompous and arrogant", because he thinks that I'm sitting home every hour of the day crying my eyes out depressed, like I can't live without him or something. If that were farther from the truth than anything. I don't know why, but the sympathy he gives me makes me incredibly angry.
Well, happy New Year's eve! Tonight should be fun. It's just going to my friends and I, no pressure to dress up and go to some big party with pretentious people.
Soon, all this will be just a thing of the past, and I'll look back on it laugh. I can almost feel the laughter rising in me already. hahaha.
eva
I think the main thing that really makes me MAD about Jason is that he's very, as my sister put it, "pompous and arrogant", because he thinks that I'm sitting home every hour of the day crying my eyes out depressed, like I can't live without him or something. If that were farther from the truth than anything. I don't know why, but the sympathy he gives me makes me incredibly angry.
Well, happy New Year's eve! Tonight should be fun. It's just going to my friends and I, no pressure to dress up and go to some big party with pretentious people.
Soon, all this will be just a thing of the past, and I'll look back on it laugh. I can almost feel the laughter rising in me already. hahaha.
eva