Blacker...
Sometimes I hate Blacker House. Not the building itself, but the group of people that makes up Blacker...
When I was a frosh, I really liked Blacker a lot, and I was so excited about everything that Blacker did. I liked everyone in Blacker (at least the people that I knew... I didn't hang out with the other people), and I didn't have a problem with anything in Blacker. But now... I'm not sure if I like Blacker anymore. Sure, most of my friends are in Blacker, but I don't really associate them as Blacker. They're just my friends. But when I think about Blacker... sometimes I just hate it. Because Blacker has this attitude that tends to impose itself on all of its members.. this attitude of laziness and delegating things to other people.. waiting for other people to do work so that you don't have to... and I really hate that. I hate how people in Blacker procrastinate, and then expect everyone around them to procrastinate as much as them. The house mentality basically makes people want to bring you down to their level... in everything. It's really discouraging when you're trying to accomplish anything... when you're trying to do well in classes and trying to get good grades.. it's discouraging when your "friends" in your house get angry at you for doing your work on time and actually trying to do it well. And that attitude is contagious... I guess because people who have other people nag at them want to nag at other people so it's fair or something. But that's just stupid.. it's just this cycle that brings people further and further down... no wonder everyone is always so depressed. It's because everyone else encourages them to be depressed. People don't want other people to be happy, because people want to bring others down to their level when they're sad... and when they're happy they don't care about other people at all.
Bleh... humans are so depressing sometimes.
And I just needed to write that down so I could get my thoughts out and see what I actually think... cause I didn't know how I felt about Blacker. Iono, I may make this entry private later. Not that it really matters, cause I don't think many people at tech read this anyway... even though there's a link to it in my aim profile. Oh well.
When I was a frosh, I really liked Blacker a lot, and I was so excited about everything that Blacker did. I liked everyone in Blacker (at least the people that I knew... I didn't hang out with the other people), and I didn't have a problem with anything in Blacker. But now... I'm not sure if I like Blacker anymore. Sure, most of my friends are in Blacker, but I don't really associate them as Blacker. They're just my friends. But when I think about Blacker... sometimes I just hate it. Because Blacker has this attitude that tends to impose itself on all of its members.. this attitude of laziness and delegating things to other people.. waiting for other people to do work so that you don't have to... and I really hate that. I hate how people in Blacker procrastinate, and then expect everyone around them to procrastinate as much as them. The house mentality basically makes people want to bring you down to their level... in everything. It's really discouraging when you're trying to accomplish anything... when you're trying to do well in classes and trying to get good grades.. it's discouraging when your "friends" in your house get angry at you for doing your work on time and actually trying to do it well. And that attitude is contagious... I guess because people who have other people nag at them want to nag at other people so it's fair or something. But that's just stupid.. it's just this cycle that brings people further and further down... no wonder everyone is always so depressed. It's because everyone else encourages them to be depressed. People don't want other people to be happy, because people want to bring others down to their level when they're sad... and when they're happy they don't care about other people at all.
Bleh... humans are so depressing sometimes.
And I just needed to write that down so I could get my thoughts out and see what I actually think... cause I didn't know how I felt about Blacker. Iono, I may make this entry private later. Not that it really matters, cause I don't think many people at tech read this anyway... even though there's a link to it in my aim profile. Oh well.