change

[ambierona]

As I was watching the video yearbook, there was a section on the dance team.. and of course I started thinking about my old friends again. I'm not sure how friends just fade away.. maybe cause it was in elementary school, we weren't really that close anyway. And then of course, the friends in kindergarten are just cause they have a last name close to you.. cause you sit next to them.. But Iono.. they were like my "best friends" in elementary school, but we just stopped being friends. And now that I think about it.. it might be because I changed.. my interests changed.. and theirs didn't? I don't know.. but we did a little dance thing in the talent show in 4th grade.. and now I don't do that. I don't dance. I don't like going on stage.. meh, but now that I think about it.. I could do it if I wanted to. It seems like fun.. but I just wasn't as interested in that as I was in other things. So Iono.. birds of a feather flock together, right? So I'm not friends with them anymore? Meh.. people change. And I guess if friendships are only based on common hobbies, then those friendships will fade. But real friendships are deeper. So they don't fade.. they stay strong no matter what. And hopefully that's what I have now with my friends. I don't know how much I'll change from college.. four years is a long time... plenty of opportunity for change. Just like high school.. I changed so much. Anyway, I'm not sure where I was going with this. I had all these thoughts about old friends and stuff...

Anyway, I'm leaving for Romania tomorrow. If you want me to email you while I'm there, then make sure I have your email address. And tell me to email you.