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Gawd, i love bikes.
My love interest is not as responsive as he used to be. he used to write me nice things. like "pillow smells like you. mmm" and "i like your part of my sleep cycle". stupid, i know, but i was pretty smitten, but i guess he is halfway between my age and my dad's age. no, that just makes things uber interesting. gawd, what a hawtie. i suck at "love" though. but i really am not as broken hearted as i usually am when a guy drifts away. i usually recover in a few weeks to a few months, after listening to tom waits and sleeping a lot, but i am trying to separate myself from notions of love from disney movies. but it is a lovely thought that it could last a while. today four of my friends and i met up to go out to eat, and we began talking about our parents, and we noticed that all of our parents were divorced. yeah the divorce rate is high, i think this indicates that marriage is not the answer. i like to take that erich fromm stance (yeah, advice from a new age ...intellectual) that long term love should be thought more of as a business deal instead of a magic spiritual experience.
My love interest is not as responsive as he used to be. he used to write me nice things. like "pillow smells like you. mmm" and "i like your part of my sleep cycle". stupid, i know, but i was pretty smitten, but i guess he is halfway between my age and my dad's age. no, that just makes things uber interesting. gawd, what a hawtie. i suck at "love" though. but i really am not as broken hearted as i usually am when a guy drifts away. i usually recover in a few weeks to a few months, after listening to tom waits and sleeping a lot, but i am trying to separate myself from notions of love from disney movies. but it is a lovely thought that it could last a while. today four of my friends and i met up to go out to eat, and we began talking about our parents, and we noticed that all of our parents were divorced. yeah the divorce rate is high, i think this indicates that marriage is not the answer. i like to take that erich fromm stance (yeah, advice from a new age ...intellectual) that long term love should be thought more of as a business deal instead of a magic spiritual experience.