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Hm. I'm hungover, and in serious pain because of my pill, probably in an extreme amount of trouble, but oddly happy. Lots of pain, though. I think I already have my whole talk with my mother planned out, to the point where I won't make anything worse and will probably avoid serious punishment. Hell, we're going away for two weeks, what are they going to make me do, stay in the hotel room? No, my parents aren't like that. They're spending a shit load of money on this vacation, and I'm sure, they just want me and the rest of the family to have a good time. It seems more likely they'll suspend punishment until we return. I had big plans for the last few weeks before school starts.
Actually, no, not at all. The only thing I'd planned on is becomming a vegan. Yep, you read me right. Just for a couple weeks, to see if I have that level of self control. I'll probably lose a frightening amount of weight, as I'm told vegans do, but it's only for a couple weeks. Going vegan is almost like a self punishment, I think it'll go along nicely with whatever my parents do (probably driving privilages, new curfew). No, I'm not really worried. I've gone through this before. Though... I really am starting to feel remorseful for how much I lie to my parents. My mom knows I can, will, and do lie to her, but she can't tell when I'm doing it. She's going to lose all trust for me at this rate. There are some things I'm just not comfortable being truthful about, I don't feel it's their business to know and the fact that they care doesn't give them the right to pry. But I think I should, and hopefully will, start being truthful about more things.
Now I have a lot of preparing to do! I'll be gone for two weeks, if you want me to mail you a post card from either London or Ireland leave me your address, if you have any special requests for gifts let me know. I'm getting all of you something, and I already have things in mind, but I'm bad at gift giving so I need suggestions. I also need at least two books to read while on vacation, suggestions are welcome, and some new music to listen to on the seven? hour plane ride. I'll be taking my laptop to store pictures and entertain myself with, but I don't plan on actually hooking up to the internet all that often. Umm.. what else... I suck at packing, and have to do laundry, grrrrr. I'd like to conclude this with a special announcement...
LYDBA I'M SORRY!
Actually, no, not at all. The only thing I'd planned on is becomming a vegan. Yep, you read me right. Just for a couple weeks, to see if I have that level of self control. I'll probably lose a frightening amount of weight, as I'm told vegans do, but it's only for a couple weeks. Going vegan is almost like a self punishment, I think it'll go along nicely with whatever my parents do (probably driving privilages, new curfew). No, I'm not really worried. I've gone through this before. Though... I really am starting to feel remorseful for how much I lie to my parents. My mom knows I can, will, and do lie to her, but she can't tell when I'm doing it. She's going to lose all trust for me at this rate. There are some things I'm just not comfortable being truthful about, I don't feel it's their business to know and the fact that they care doesn't give them the right to pry. But I think I should, and hopefully will, start being truthful about more things.
Now I have a lot of preparing to do! I'll be gone for two weeks, if you want me to mail you a post card from either London or Ireland leave me your address, if you have any special requests for gifts let me know. I'm getting all of you something, and I already have things in mind, but I'm bad at gift giving so I need suggestions. I also need at least two books to read while on vacation, suggestions are welcome, and some new music to listen to on the seven? hour plane ride. I'll be taking my laptop to store pictures and entertain myself with, but I don't plan on actually hooking up to the internet all that often. Umm.. what else... I suck at packing, and have to do laundry, grrrrr. I'd like to conclude this with a special announcement...
LYDBA I'M SORRY!