no need to focus when there's nothing worth seeing

[ambient_sci_fi]

i can now consider myself completely lost. some routes are just so hard to find. or i should say build. times change: structures decay, reality breaks dreams, bonds slip, hope flakes out, stools become ladders, pages tear, paint peels, wrong and right always gets redefined, natural selection chooses its winners, time becomes scarce, inertia starts taking pit stops, tastebuds gradually weaken, imagination loses its value, misguiding detours destroy goals, the waiting game becomes the wasting game, love sells out to lust, standards are set way high, reliance more cautiously approached, new leaves replace the old- it's an evergrowing jungle and i seem to be getting caught in the vines. somebody pass me a machete quick

other than that im pretty content and positive haha, maybe add a pinch of lonliness. i just need to stop thinking so much and go find more excitement and warmth.