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I've had a difficult day, I've been trying to stay possitive, but it's hard.
I went to the laundramat and washed my clothes. While there, I hade most my momey stolen by the machines, and I didn't wanna be a prick but the chick was standing by me, she heard me clearly say the machine took my money. What ever screw it, Then some really old man old enough to be my grandpas grandpa hit on my, alot and sarinaded me for about an hour while my friend used the pay phone. so I ran, he scared me...
then later another machine stole a quarter, which wouldn't be a big deal if I wasn't so poor. and then the candy machine stole my money, that i complaned about and they said, sorry..can't help you...so now i have no money.
I feel this really sharp pain in my chest, i've been feeling it since yesterday. It feels like someone is digging in my chest with a spoon. it hurts alot, but I don't know what it is, nor can I make it go away.
and to top off my day I smashed my elbow (the bad one) agaist the car door. and a bunch of other things so it now feels like jello.
My wrist still hurts, haven't gone to the docters yet.. and now my back aches almost as bad as my chest.
while driving home there was a strange man standing in a dumpster, a weirdo on a bike attacked my friends car, and the coffee house girl had a melt down.
I got a message from my boyfriend that I have no clue what he was trying to say to me...it was something about him going in...tn...he'll be goin in then coming home..NO CLUE what he ment...so I'm, at a lost about that...
I attempted to call and ended up rambling on his phone about not knowing what he was saying cause i'm tired, but don't wanna sleep...i'll end up apoligizing for that later I know, cause i'm a retard like that...
I hate my mind sometimes...
My mind is a mixture of emotions, and again i'm left feeling confused about how I feel. All i know is I want this day to start getting better.. i feel a little erked abotu the dude obn the bike, annoyed with teh laundramat, and a nagging hint of depression, like today is just gonna get worse...
I think i might nap, like a compramise with my body maybe it will get better after that...
:::UPDATE:::
I did indeed nap, it felt good, I need to stop doing that to my body. okay for starters sorry for all the typeos I was beyond tired when I posted that. I think my chest hurts cause I've been smoking too much. Matt translated the message for me. He was going to IN=indiana, and TN=tennasee, then he came home(for work stuffs LOL) I apoligized for the long message and he just sorta laughed it off,
I worry about dumb stuff too much..
So I'm going to add another thing to my list of tanya betterment and that is to simply relax and let go...yeah I know sounds simpler than it is.. but I'm going to work on it so stupid shit doesn't ruin my day...
With that said, they day went better after I slept, started my rag SO YAY no more bloatation, and soon no more of the moody crap I've been goin through..I hope LOL (who woulda thunk i'd be happy for a bleeding crotch LOL...However, I know I'n not the only one out there who gets excited when it finally comes) any way that is all...
later all, and thankyou for reading my ramble....
I went to the laundramat and washed my clothes. While there, I hade most my momey stolen by the machines, and I didn't wanna be a prick but the chick was standing by me, she heard me clearly say the machine took my money. What ever screw it, Then some really old man old enough to be my grandpas grandpa hit on my, alot and sarinaded me for about an hour while my friend used the pay phone. so I ran, he scared me...
then later another machine stole a quarter, which wouldn't be a big deal if I wasn't so poor. and then the candy machine stole my money, that i complaned about and they said, sorry..can't help you...so now i have no money.
I feel this really sharp pain in my chest, i've been feeling it since yesterday. It feels like someone is digging in my chest with a spoon. it hurts alot, but I don't know what it is, nor can I make it go away.
and to top off my day I smashed my elbow (the bad one) agaist the car door. and a bunch of other things so it now feels like jello.
My wrist still hurts, haven't gone to the docters yet.. and now my back aches almost as bad as my chest.
while driving home there was a strange man standing in a dumpster, a weirdo on a bike attacked my friends car, and the coffee house girl had a melt down.
I got a message from my boyfriend that I have no clue what he was trying to say to me...it was something about him going in...tn...he'll be goin in then coming home..NO CLUE what he ment...so I'm, at a lost about that...
I attempted to call and ended up rambling on his phone about not knowing what he was saying cause i'm tired, but don't wanna sleep...i'll end up apoligizing for that later I know, cause i'm a retard like that...
I hate my mind sometimes...
My mind is a mixture of emotions, and again i'm left feeling confused about how I feel. All i know is I want this day to start getting better.. i feel a little erked abotu the dude obn the bike, annoyed with teh laundramat, and a nagging hint of depression, like today is just gonna get worse...
I think i might nap, like a compramise with my body maybe it will get better after that...
:::UPDATE:::
I did indeed nap, it felt good, I need to stop doing that to my body. okay for starters sorry for all the typeos I was beyond tired when I posted that. I think my chest hurts cause I've been smoking too much. Matt translated the message for me. He was going to IN=indiana, and TN=tennasee, then he came home(for work stuffs LOL) I apoligized for the long message and he just sorta laughed it off,
I worry about dumb stuff too much..
So I'm going to add another thing to my list of tanya betterment and that is to simply relax and let go...yeah I know sounds simpler than it is.. but I'm going to work on it so stupid shit doesn't ruin my day...
With that said, they day went better after I slept, started my rag SO YAY no more bloatation, and soon no more of the moody crap I've been goin through..I hope LOL (who woulda thunk i'd be happy for a bleeding crotch LOL...However, I know I'n not the only one out there who gets excited when it finally comes) any way that is all...
later all, and thankyou for reading my ramble....